Thursday, January 31, 2013

Remember me?

So, it's been a while. A truly long while. Three months and counting. I'll try to fill you in on everything.

Here's a little synopsis. I work for a bank. I have for a little over a year and a half. I've changed locations. My location got robbed in October. This jacks with your psyche in more ways you can imagine.

I don't like talking about it, but I know you will probably ask and offer support. I genuinely appreciate it.

Since then it's kind of been a struggle. I've gone to therapy for the anxiety, but I've also been having a bit of an identity crisis.

I turned 25 in November. TWENTY-FIVE. That identity crisis? Even worse. ha!

One week before Christmas, boyfriend's grandpa passed away. We were supposed to spend Christmas day with him. It was a rough week for him and his family, and I think we spent maybe one day apart from each other.

Because the funeral was on a very cold day the day after Christmas, both boyfriend and I got sick. VERY SICK. I though I had pneumonia and went to the ER around 7 a.m. on New Year's Eve. So boyfriend and I spent our first NYE together sick at home. Fun stuff.

I've been looking for another job. The identity crisis has made it to where I'm not happy in my current job, and we live in 'MERICA, people! We have the freedom to change our situations, so I need to. Plus I don't like how unhappy I am. And neither do either of my two close friends, as it is causing problems in our relationships.

So that is the last 3 months in a nutshell. I know it's not a lot, but I've got to start somewhere...